“The player always ends up played. When you attempt to play the one who actually cares about you, you’re actually playing yourself.”
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I love having conversations with my best friend. Every time I realize something new. Tonight, it was how mature i’ve become over the past month or so. Over all, I realized the relationship I was begging for, miserable over, & was drowning myself in brought something greater than just heartbreak and hurt. I gained a best friend, all because we could relate so much and she gave the greatest fucking advice. I also had to get treated like shit by you so I could realize what was right in front of me. Yeah, maybe he did drugs and drank. But you know what, he changed…for me. When I thought you changed i heard “You know, I haven’t had any crushes on any other girls. Thats weird. I’m gonna have to change that” You’re a piece of shit. Scum of the earth. but thank you. thank you for being you and putting me through all the selfish bullshit you put me through because it made me such a stronger and better person today. Normally I would wish nothing but the best for people, no matter what the situation. But I don’t even think wishing it for you could make it happen because you’re that shitty of a person. I also normally forgive and forget because thats just who i am, I think you are the one person i could NEVER forgive or even want in my life EVER again. You’re no one and you don’t deserve to be a part of my happiness. I got here without your help, & i can make it even farther without you. for the rest of my life. I once said you were a chapter in my story. Maybe you were the story. The story of how I became such a strong and mature person at the age of 20 and ran with it.
Okay, done venting. I just need to let that out.
I love my best friend.
“I ain’t heard you yet not even once say you appreciate me, I deserve respect. Ive done my best to give you nothing less than perfectness & I know that if I end this I’ll no longer have nothing left. But you keep treating me like a staircase, it’s time to fucking step & I wont be coming back so don’t hold your fucking breath.”
Eminem-25 to life
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